Saturday, February 3, 2007

A few of my "issues"

hmmm..It seems like longer then just a month since my last post. That’s not too bad. I think I can do once a month.. I’ve gotten on a few times with the intention of posting but just wasn’t feeling it. Came to the conclusion that I like reading blogs a lot more then I do writing in one LOL. Lots of really talented writers out there mashallah..too bad Im not one of them haha.

Home schooling is going oookaaay. Good days and not so good days…I have this serious problem…I concentrate waaaay tooooo much on the future and not enough on the present. For example I spend sooo much time thinking and worrying, to the point of immobilization sometimes, thinking about next school year. What am I going to do, what are my options… Instead I should be making lesson plans for the next day or week. It’s crazy. I do this a lot. Sometimes I feel like life is passing me by and I’m just too awkward to take part. Ugh, I don’t want to turn this in to an, I suck post.. lool so I better stop. I really don’t know what to do about next year though and that’s for real. It’s all I think about really. Which brings me to another problem of mine, I obsess over stuff..yeah ok so I do suck!

2 comments:

El Hazard said...

Sometimes you just have to worry about things when they bite you in the butt ;)

I told my friend that today when I was cracking my knuckles and she said I was going to get arthiritis. "I'll worry about arthiritis when I get it."

It's really just too troublesome to worry about future problems that may or may not happen ha ha there's definitely enough present problems that deserve worrying over ;)

Dragon said...

While I tend to agree with the theory of let tomorrow take care of tomorrow...there is a certain 'appeal' in getting worked up over junk that hasn't happened yet. Especially if you want said junk to happen. Love ya, Badra! You too, sis :)